### 10:04 With [[ADHD]] there's an 'out of sight, out of existence' feature. So often only the clothes that are visibly draped over the back of my chair exist to me. I wear the same things over and over. ### 12:04 Going for a [[walk]] with Abigail. ![[IMG_9754.jpg]] ### 01:42 Today. Woke up late, around 09:00. Rolled into the study for stand-up. Another day of my brain not working. Or not letting me work anyway. Didn’t have many meetings, but still didn’t get much done and the day disappeared. Worked on elliot.my and the shell script that auto posts. Added a /links page for Pinboard.in shares. Weather was warm and sunny. Though the wind was a bit cutting. As I found out with Abigail on our walk (two days on the bounce). At 12:00 we walked to Greggs and Tesco Express. Had pizza and sweet potatoes fries for dinner. Finished [[The Book of Eli (2010)]] and then watched that behind the scenes episode for the last season of [[Games of Thrones]]. Had a sudden moment of fear that I could be diagnosed with terminal cancer one day. And not a day too far away. And that my life will be over before I know it either way. I must cherish every day and fight to be happy and joyous. ### 02:42 Me and insomnia are best buddies these days.